The Moya View

Tag: Poem

  • River Ode

    River Ode

      The lavender skin river whispered with a maiden’s call.   Bonnet curls kissed her banks in a flush of forgiving tears for the trawlers bruising her mercy and calm, each departing an oily scar that dispersed in the flow,   for the water is never mean this cold season to those that whip her …

  • Casting

    Casting

                           1.   If there is wild moving water there is a trout in it waiting for the cast,   the whip of line in air splashing a weigthless fly on the mirror surface   luring the rainbow fish to break the heavy air for the angler’s fantasia.                       2.   The Rogue…

  • The Yellow Bus Stop

    The Yellow Bus Stop

      The earth is black on both sides. The yellow bus taking the living away passes pile after pile of rubble, of signs that were once there: the Harley Davidson store, The Rogue Action Center- a nonprofit climate change group, the community bank – it’s vault the only thing standing. Indistinguishable from the ash is…

  • The Dead Mother’s Children Kneeling in Love

    The Dead Mother’s Children Kneeling in Love

      White and red roses defend the mother’s coffin: cherry stained, her interlocked hands in prayer draped in veil gauze, her gold dress the same she married in, as the procession of her children grieves in a black and white flow.   In a black and white flow, each child lights a votive candle that…

  • Memory Monster

    Memory Monster

    The memory monster haunted Mavette on the  platform, the gym, pass the graveyard, scolding her for leaving the tiniest  remains of food on her plate, scourged  her for reading that dirty Jew, Levi.   The swastikas chased her in her dreams. In her hole in the earth the dogs and  stamping black boots would pass…

  • Pareiodolia

    Pareiodolia

      The sand holds our faces. Every thousand grains forms a man, a woman, a child.   Every millionth there is your mother- young, stunning, beauty mark perfectly spotted on right cheek.   Every billionth adds a little weight, gray, tears and beaches of separation.   Every trillionth might be the dirt blown away at…

  • Plum Juice Runs Happy

    You worked hard for the plum, to bite into the Mariposa before the heat comes and it rots.    Its purple plumpness pulsates with juice, so dark and clear through and through.   The comfort is not startling. It’s the taste you know from a thousand memories,   What takes you back is the shock…

  • The Blue Fish

    The Blue Fish

    I watched in the swirl, the blue fish paddle steadily away from the boat, knowing that it had been hooked before, the wound protruding wormlike from his jaw.   Today would not be his last fight. He would not be a photo prize. He wanted not the weight of air, just the restless, endless flow…

  • Take a Stand

    https://twitter.com/i/status/1304186433054420992 With the start of NFL football yesterday, I must salute those brave and patriotic players and teams who take a stand against police brutality of black people. I must share this poem and video that my Miami Dolphins posted on Twitter. I stand in complete solidarity with the Dolphins on this issue. https://twitter.com/i/status/1304186433054420992 It…

  • Smashing Glass

    Smash the glass if you must, yet do it gently using soft hammers. Catch the fury in your breath and release its image on the pane. The goal is not destruction but creation, to leave behind something cracked yet still whole, hanging precariously together, a reminder that we are all shards about to fall. Tap…

  • Abandoned Boat

    The Little Bessy  molts its white chipped, dull letters out to waves it cannot use.   Capsized on the rocky Maine beach, where it once fished for lobster in richer anchors, the peapod displays its tattered nets on its hull while the Man O War, filled with a haul of tourists, bruises the gentle waves…

  • The Chair and the Light Pulsing on Its Rails

    The Chair and the Light Pulsing on Its Rails

    Abandoned in the middle of the blasted field, its arms shredded, legs battered, the chair exists in broken splendor catching the best of the speckled light dancing in the quivering shadows. Lines of the seated father stain the backrest, motherly molds are left behind in the seat foam, the relentless kicks, tattoos of children’s feet…

  • Living With a Rusty Christ

    Living With a Rusty Christ

    The clean church Christ hangs on rusty nails, dozen-fold years denied a resurrection, tied to everlasting pain and death, heaven denied, mortal redemption denied because the flesh, existing between hope and despair, refuses the soul’s release.   The congregation is dead to peace, only knowing the scrapping of their knuckles on the smooth stone- dead…

  • The Driver

    The bus driver sees people as they really are: survivors & corpses going for regular treatment, shadows & lights moving in a tunnel, loved & loveless reflections in a rear view mirror, like him, the sufferers of whole-body vibrations of the potholes & uneven pavements of the road, the sedentary motion breaking their backs until…

  • Growing the Forest

    Growing the Forest

    When your mother dies you grieve, vow to change, say a prayer, plant a memory tree.   When your father dies you swallow hard, set yourself square, curse all his mistakes, and seed an oak.   When your brother/sister dies you cry for the good times, regret their bad ones, carve their dreams in evergreens.…

  • Touch

    Touch

    Lovers dream of cuddling, laying flat under the sky, hand to chin, chin to wrist, eyes never opening to harsh light, feet caressing toes among the daisies sway.   In the past they loved erect, pulling close in multicolor hugs, their hands around waist in almost interlocking circles hoping for the full union of own…

  • The Cursing Stones

    The Cursing Stones

    Ariana, adopted the old Greek ways, when Nikos died diving for sponges. She encased her curses into two lead stones: smuggling one into his coffin, dropping the other into Naxos deepest well. She made sure Nikos soul would carry her curse to the underworld before it ascended to heaven, or activated fully on the river…

  • Pieta

    Pieta

    Perfection can only be seen in the descent, the glow of spotlights colliding to true whiteness, the realization that grief touches the ground.   Mary, they say, you never experienced birth pains, but the linen folded eternally beneath your son shows that his final blessing transferred all  to you.   Your tears wash his feet,…

  • Washing the Corpses

    Washing the Corpses

    –After Rainier Maria Rilke     The washers have lived with death as they have with the lamp, the flame and the  dark, the nameless rinsing of limbs, the even more unnameable nameless. without histories relative to them. Their sponges dipped the water then the silent throat, trickled rivulets on their faces, waiting for it…

  • Soft Body Memories of Our Grief

    We exist in unkeepable bodies   and in the bending over we decompose   for we are are but the memory of grief   that soft bodies leave when they die.

  • After the Sun Has Gone

    After the Sun Has Gone

    Oh, when the sun yields child to the soft caress of the night   After the sun has gone. After the sun has gone.   That lifts the wind after the sun has gone.   The last  of wonder and awe That turns life from a beach shell echo   to  a cornucopia after the…

  • The Boy Who Dances in the Light

    The Boy Who Dances in the Light

    Shout into the eyes of sunlight of the boy who dances in the light.   Every dragon’s death foretells this child onto even the smallest realm.   The Phoenix is an ally to the boy who forges worlds.   The stars proclaim his shine this boy who dances in the light.   He is the…

  • Rainy Weather Laughter

    Rainy Weather Laughter

    The rain chuckles on the rooftop and the sound carry’s down the house.   The oaks in their amber raincoats hiss in the water’s tickle.   Their sinuses suckle the drops to veins then shiver off the excess.   The wild summer streams are beginning their running joke.   The drought retreats with a frown…

  • The Whale

    The Whale

    We turned around and she was there stranded between shore and sea, beach filled with the oily smell of  whale, her dark tonnage serenading the waves for the comforting echoes of others, her great fins offering sand flowers to the Great Ocean God for her salvation.   We mistook her motion for the final dance,…

  • A Very Hot Afternoon

    A Very Hot Afternoon

    The heat is a pendejo querida a street full of melda de vaca, mi amor steaming, stinking, like a hungry puta who takes mi dinero and gives me crabs. Sleep with me chica. Cool me down in el rio de su chocha.  Por favor.  Por favor. Mariposa de su womb. Pajaro en mi boca. Do…

  • The Art of Dying

    The Art of Dying

    The Pandemic has closed the theaters and cinemas.   On stage a lone actor commits suicide in the loneliness.   On screen the two lovers run to each other against the march of soldiers.   The actor’s death is an extravagant fake, a nod to the art of dying a good stage death.   The…

  • Dr. Faustus Thanks the Devil and the Word

    Dr. Faustus Thanks the Devil and the Word

    The poem rumbles in my brain and wakes me at three in the morning as if my devil branded me with his pitchfork reminding me of our inspired bargain   My nemesis love calls me to the fiery sheet his impish pride burning praise in me that swears fealty with bloody words   Oh poetry…

  • Painfully Clear

    Painfully Clear

    I tried to bargain away all the sickness and death in my life  with the skies and mountains. They refused to disperse my pain in the sunlight and clouds. The void rejected my life, eternity denied my love. The moon stayed its silent course watching my fate fade away in the night. Time denied my…

  • The Weight of Words

    The Weight of Words

    A woman’s beauty is light on the eyes, best pinned in thoughts, not weighed down by beautiful lines that cannot halt wrinkles.   The dying frost of dawn does not feel sorry for the gravity of the nest knowing the wrens inside can fly. The ode is limited to its chilling beauty.   The sublime…

  • The Other Blessing Before the Curse

    The Other Blessing Before the Curse

    Before audaciously flying in the strangled gleaming of the last glory of extinct clouds rising I asked my soul what is the purpose of having the last thought of mankind or any dreams Oh Jinn give back the last of me stolen and not yours   The Jinn replied they blessed you don’t you remember…

  • Do Not Silence My Words That You Hear

    Do Not Silence My Words That You Hear

    Don’t take away my words by not repeating my poems inside. My poetry is revolutionary as a floating feather. Close your eyes and catch it knowing the vision is in its flight and not where it falls. Pick it up from the floor and it becomes a Cobra spitting, aiming to poison you.

  • A Very Shaggy Wake

    A Very Shaggy Wake

    Outside of town a man died naked beneath a nice tree.   Some said  he was old and that the tree was an elm. Some said he was young and that it was an oak. Others, that he was a child and that it was a magnolia.   The only thing they agreed on: that…

  • Bearing the Light of Seasons

    Winter The rain sheds  precious jewels this winter night, the oaks untangle their branches in clarity, musky solidarity, and affirmation of their place, an unlearned wisdom  of existence  that allows them to bear the staggered light of unhurried clouds spreading their endless laughter to all those fixed below.   Fall The cold, crisp wind of…

  • For You, the Unnecessary Dead of the American Dream

    For You, the Unnecessary Dead of the American Dream

    You were unburied 10 years before I was born, pulled from the Arie riverbed the day Nagasaki burned. You died like a samurai in your daughter’s arms, bowels flowing, head severed cleanly, falling to the water amidst the silence of dead human trees with their bark skin turned inside out, among the screams of the…

  • Everything

    Everything

      Everything’s broken, diseased, sold and resold. The pandemic’s breath blows on us. Everything’s is devoured in a hunger never filled. So why do I see a glistening in the distance?   In the day dream, a forest appears on the border. The scent of lavender and lilies exhales out. In the nightmare,  the zodiac…

  • A Prayer on Walking a Small Part of the Trail of Tears

    What is the land but dust but mountains but forrest but mud but lost sorrow   What is sorrow but torn soul but wounded skin but a trail of tears.   This day the Chickasaw Choctaw Creek Seminole Cherokee   wipe the white mans dirt off their right foot with their left foot   wipe…

  • The Logic of Up, Down, Hell and Death

    Up   A seed is a forest-to be. A rock is a mountain-to-be. A drop is a river-to-be. A river is an ocean-to-be. A cloud is a sky-to-be. Clouds are an aspiring heaven.     An apple is a pie-to-be. A brick is a house-to-be A house is a city-to-be. A city is a state-to-be.…

  • Messing With the Sky

    Messing With the Sky

    The light was so bad I made some clouds— little cotton balls taped to helium balloons drifting up to the heavens.   The first were the standard balloon animals: dogs, sheep, horses, giraffes, lions.   They folded conventionally but became much more creative creatures with more cotton piled on. The orange poodle became a bison,…

  • Soul Cleansing

    Soul Cleansing

    This soul is not a drip-dry thing. It’s needs constant washing and wringing to function cleanly. It needs to tumble on high heat to wear just right. Hand wash it and it will shrink in protest. Line dry it and you might think it will smell of heaven but it is the rancid smell of…

  • My Voice Should Die on Land

    My Voice Should Die on Land

    I am not a sailor. I am meant to die on land, ahes spread above sea level, or in a coddled urn above the hearth. My voice is paper and where I choose to exist, a white world that is not sky— this voice of mine. I have no ensign. My heart beats soft, beautiful…

  • Still Life

    Still Life

      It’s in the shading. It’s the way the light is written. It’s the way the observer takes it all in. It’s the way it convinces one that the world will last. It’s the way it plants a seed in the mind, the way it touches one inside, lives inside the streets of memory, inhabits…

  • The Killer Poem

    Poetry can kill you when you shut yourself inside of it.   It doesn’t want you looking for better words in other poems.   It wants to cage you to the corners of a sheet of paper.   It doesn’t want you to breathe the thing it won’t allow.   It wants you to use…

  • A Helping Hand

    A Helping Hand

    The seed planted with our small help becomes a crop. The flame carefully kindled by us ignites  civilization. Now we must weed our blighted hearts to feed the moral fire of our hungry minds.    

  • Wings

    Wings

    Man has a map of the galaxy for his body, a map of his genes that are his universe. He has a defense or attack for every chess move housed in Watson’s memory. But precious of all, he has the ability to grow crops, to put water in the hands of the thirsty, to make…

  • Dead Poem

    Dead Poem

    What will happen when we stop writing poems?   What will poetry become when we stop inspiring and the beauty of words is silenced or rejected?   We will leave the writing table and descend into the valley to find new sounds and laughter.   We will drink the last water from thirsty mountains.  …

  • Eating Sky With Henny Penny

    Eating Sky With Henny Penny

    When the giant bagel fell from the sky everyone complained when it blocked the road. Even when children cut it into pieces and passed it out, lathered with shmear and lox the town folks refused to eat the manna. A host of angels descended to clean up the mess. The town folks rushed to the…

  • Soul Tailoring

    Soul Tailoring

    I asked the haberdasher to make me a new soul. something inexpensive and lighter than 21 grams with a loose fit.   He made it, draped me in it then disappeared.   I went home and hung it in the closet . The next day I couldn’t figure out how to put it on. So,…

  • Open the Door

    Open the Door

    I am scared, mommy like I was in the summer storm many months ago. I tremble in my feet and hands as I was in the deep puddle, eyes open, screaming, shaking, mommy, dark words want to come off my tongue. Mommy, I am shaking as I come down the stairs, light as a ghost.…

  • The Minotaur’s Triumph

    The Minotaur’s Triumph

    Gone in the labyrinth is the thin golden clew that is the salvation out for the gathering of lost poets. The thread doesn’t exit to the center, to meaning, just a thick grove of forest where they meander forever in the definitions all around them, each footfall erased in the revision of those before.

  • The Deaf Listen to Their Poetry

    The Deaf Listen to Their Poetry

    The poet signs his words to the deaf. The screen behind exposes his faulty hands. He is silent. His hands a fire.   He knows there will be unintended words, new meanings to old and familiar lines. The muddle is his creation, their new meaning, new poem, both treachery and rebirth, their dawn and twilight,…

  • Remembering Prayer

    Remembering Prayer

    There will be a time when God leaves you. Maybe summer. Maybe winter. The last thing he will say: Keep searching.  Keep finding. Seek me in the trash, the womb lungs and heart. He will leave you agape and stirring, just a memory prayer to say as the sun rises and you wonder whether winter…

  • El Lenguaje de los Fantasmas

    El Lenguaje de los Fantasmas

    Mommy, esta di descubrí el lenguaje de los fantasmas Ghost talk? What are you talking about, Jonny? Si mommy.  En serio descubrí.  Escúchame. Ghost talk? What do they say? Para saludar dicen: hoo hoo. Para decir que sí, dicen: Hoo And how do they say goodbye? No lo sé.  They haven’t left yet. Mama, today…

  • My Poetry Is Like This

    My Poetry Is Like This

    Writing poetry for me is like fishing in the wind: You shoot your arrow-net into the air and after many failures you snag an ugly bird that you make beautiful the more you see that it really resembles you.

  • Earth’s Trick

    Earth’s Trick

    The world is the ultimate trick It grants man thunder yet steals his lightning every time. It makes him think he has the sweetest smell of every thing even that his shit does not stink that taming fire was his best theft of all time that a caged dove heralds peace in our time the…

  • BTW

    BTW

    I gawked at her nine mind years hooked three heart weeks later btw f’ed a year before the day btw three dogs, no kids but she can really cook so we lived happy btw friends, church, family, dogs, house, night, day, time all slipped away btw yes, we aged, grew old-er btw fell into cancer,…

  • Blindspot

    Blindspot

    God,                 do not send the sunshine            down in thoughtless            torrents. Please             do not obsess on light             falling on all of your making,             graciously falling             everything on earth. For  we             are things of the shade,             and the light falls too…

  • Bless

    Bless the blessings. Bless the moon for bestowing dreams that illuminate the soul. Bless its beams. Bless the way it reveals revelations in the dark, black letters inked on white vellum daring to be read that release the heaviness of the mind in the lightness of eternity. Bless the idea that frees, not oppresses. Bless…

  • Caught in the Prayer Storm

    Caught in the Prayer Storm

    The hot night rain drenches me in sleep opening a bow to prayer amidst the lunatic birds swarming in the dark heat. Magnolias are split in dreams heavy with bolts and tears, flowing in the cascade of cracked mirrors. All is unmoored from my memory, surviving on communion. Dear Jesus am I not more profound…

  • Earth Rejects All Man’s Anagrams

    Earth Rejects All Man’s Anagrams

    From form vile evil in the shade of hades sire and rise the lived devil, the tornado donator that is the heart of the earth. God denying, dog hating, it listens for silence, the license to edit the tide to its whim and sink man’s canoe in its ocean.

  • Today, I Will Be the Promise

    Today, I Will Be the Promise

    Today I will be an apple bringer, a sower of Job’s tears, a healer of grief.   Today I will be the tarty sweet fruit passed hand to hand in the peace caravan.   Today I will be the cooing melody among a flight of doves.   Today I will be the candle of the…

  • Facing It

    Facing It

    The tears fade in the screaming inside howling brick. It is our cancer swirling around, stone, flesh and home. Our history is in its eye, our profile in this wild night of carnage slouching towards mornings. We turn away and the brick frees us. We turn back and are inside our granite selves forming in…

  • A Day for Love

    A Day for Love

    Pick a day. The random date generator chose: January 13, 1835 There are still generations formed from those that fell in love, married, birthed sons and daughters on that day. Each an unrepeatable existence. Family lore and crests enshrine the first kiss, the birds that soared the sky, the color of flowers in his/her hand,…

  • Wind Shear

    Wind Shear

    The oaks perceiving the assailing breeze shiver off their nuts, swallows and squirrels   upwards to a dark fearful sky that camouflages broken peace in the wild promises of the swirling winds.   Night breaks night— smashing every compass point in impatience. Bricks stem to snow, the wind ghosts every leaf in mournful woe.  …

  • Waiting for the Hungry Ocean

    Waiting for the Hungry Ocean

    I am oxygen for you are the sky.   We exist only because rain has formed the sea.   Our memory is buried in every tide.   Its waters swim inside the roots of our blood.   The fluid of our language, rippling stories in the school of words.   The bits of dreaming are…

  • Shelter in Place

    Shelter in Place

    My dog finds a conch nestled in the sand- half dead, half alive- in the foaming tide, She paws at its exposed pinkness ignoring the hermit crab seeking shelter. The conch shrivels beyond its lip the scent of dead flowers pouring out, my dog in a frenzy to taste its exotic flesh, this beautiful creature…

  • Hymn for Our Past and Future

    Hymn for Our Past and Future

    For my reversal and recovery, For my wife’s lost womb, For a future free of cancers, For the old brick house toppled in the wolf tornado, For the new cradle being raised on an ancient cry of earth, For the mothers who died never seeing their children wed, For rescued memories stuck on cardboard, For…

  • Collecting Beach Glass After the Storm

    Collecting Beach Glass After the Storm

    I never thought brick dreams could tumble in the wind. My wife collects our scattered memories in a undersized bin like a child on the tide line collecting beach glass and seashells. She listen for the sound of blood amidst the dying wind mistaking rustling pages for her breath cycling in and out, her pulse…

  • On Seeing My Old Crooked Tree Uprooted After the Tornado

    On Seeing My Old Crooked Tree Uprooted After the Tornado

    I loved this old crooked tree that refused to grow straight with the sky but willed itself to stretch with the horizon, limbs resisting what every oak near it wanted— to kiss the sun.   It had a brother, long since cut down, its stump never uprooted, ground to chips. Decades of weeping, trying to…

  • My Preop Wish

    My Preop Wish

    One night when skies have donned their stars And parted the lunar drapes Scattering silent bats to afar To huddle with their mates, We’ll fix our eyes northward, my dear, To distant lush Spring realms Where musicians play songs with cheer And nothing overwhelms. And we shall travail lovely streets With restaurants and bakeries, Serving…

  • Waiting on the Promise

    Waiting on the Promise

    Wait, I spoke to the highest star. It winked and bowed to dawn.   Wait, I spoke to the low sun that set.   Wait, moon. It just glowed on, gracing, gifting me with bright words.   Wait, I spoke to my sad heart. It beat as a heart does, disobedient less it stop trembling…

  • The Young Doctor Smells No Plague Flowers

    The Young Doctor Smells No Plague Flowers

    In the hospital room the doc watches Death come, last breath a quiet sigh surrounding the crash of stats. He has visited Death’s country and left with its blue bruise stamp on his wrist and heart, very thoughts. No goodbyes.  No regrets. None. Just schemes to betray it when it tries to betray him wrapped…

  • Ode to a Peanut Butter Elvis

    Ode to a Peanut Butter Elvis

    Elvis loved his peanut butter.   Gladys, who loved him the most, as all good mothers love their children, would feed him grilled Hawaiian bread sandwich after sandwich of peanut butter with chopped caramelized bananas, or gently mashed fork bananas, sometimes with bacon, sometimes without.   He dreamed of peanut butter and Gladys would feed…

  • The History of the Stone from David’s Sling

    The History of the Stone from David’s Sling

    Five smooth stones David culled from Elah’s brook, Shepherd knowing  dense ones to fit sling’s crook.   He released the first on Goliath’s shright the giant falling back dead with the smite.   Goliath gazing into David’s eyes felt his blade render head for David’s prize.   Head held high, high and tight, in David’s…

  • Footballs Are Made for Running, Tossing and Fumbling

    Footballs Are Made for Running, Tossing and Fumbling

    Footballs always dazzled me, composed boxes on the shelf, like pigskin half moons and suns needing tees from toppling down, a kick or a toss to send them hurling to human planets.   The long run, perfect spiral is inherent in its form, as is carnage, grace, error. Its life is moving forward in the…

  • Accident

    Accident

    The rear view mirror showed the car on fire. Metal no protection for burning flesh— burning down to the color of the night— a bright reversal reflected in white. Maybe charred bone? Not hell. Neither heaven. Police, EMTs too late to save the tissues smelling like pan steak, fatty pork— blood emitting its metallic compounds—…

  • Trying to Sing in Italian

    Trying to Sing in Italian

    The virus news carries me from room to room. A Verdi aria breaks the solemn chant of the rising death tolls in my brain as Italians sing to the sick below, voice to voice forming a single line of hope, that filters down to the lonely windows, my electric screen, all the world’s tablets. The…

  • She Is the Way They Left Her

    She Is the Way They Left Her

    She is the way they left her: silent, shuttered, composed amidst disarray, the waiting chair unmoved, her body draped in final coverings, spider rays webbing the room, the overhead light unused, the bed sagging forever in the center after this, the sun fighting with the weight of shadows on her bedspread. The corners of her…

  • Spring Knows the Rose’s  Scream

    Spring Knows the Rose’s Scream

    The rose has thorns because it cares not to be touched. Its color is a warning for animals to stay away. Its scent is a scream and not a delight for us to own. bending only for the sun. The scientist knows this having heard its sub audible howl with delicate machines that probe its…

  • The World Is Full of Missing Things

    The World Is Full of Missing Things

    The world is full of missing images and sounds. In heaven the blind and deaf will meet: one will show the other the pictures never seen, the other will share the songs they never heard. That is why, what and where, are part of the essential questions every one asks.

  • The Missing Sock Always Knows Where the Other Is

    The Missing Sock Always Knows Where the Other Is

    I lose one sock every other washing. The wisdom of the washer and dryer says that God is stockpiling the lost one to be reunited with the other in heaven. Does that mean those with perfectly mated, never separated pairs, are doomed to the spin dry of eternal hell? But then, it’s Smart of God,…

  • SEE ROCK CITY

    SEE ROCK CITY

    I don’t know if SEE ROCK CITY is still stenciled in white on black on old red barns along dusty Southern highways.   The old black and white photos weren’t arrows, more like anchored arks that floated menageries of tourists to Lookout Mountain to see miniature Fairy Tale Caverns, villages of Mother Goose creatures, a…

  • Obituary of Her Last Memory

    Obituary of Her Last Memory

    Many say the last thing the dying see is the flap of dove wings or Jesus caressing their hair.   Her hallucinations were full of Him smiling at her, speaking words she could not understand.   And when I draped the blanket over her cold feet, crowned with the blue bruise of all her past…

  • Satan Has Hollowed the World

    Satan Has Hollowed the World

    Soldiers patrol Bethlehem now.   The Kaaba hosts no circumambulating mustati.   The Ganges’ bathes in its own sin and ash releasing no Moksha.   The Vatican quarantines even  its Cardinals as The Pope holds mass to an empty St. Peter’s Square.   In Chicago, a 7-year-old girl named Heaven, will not die today, not become…

  • Satan Hates the Spring

    Satan Hates the Spring

       

  • Boricua Nada

    Boricua Nada

    How can I call myself a Boricua when I barely know the Spanish for earth and sky, have no roots in the soil of Moroves, no sense of San Juan’s flavors, the warm Atlantic blowing Arecibo  beach, Ponce dancing in the Caribbean’s laughter— all memories stolen from postcards hastily bought at the airport along with…

  • Cooking in the Kitchen with the Dog

    Cooking in the Kitchen with the Dog

    My wife doesn’t allow me to watch her when she cooks. The dog is her silent admirer, sitting patiently for crumbs.   So much of it is filled with the aroma of her mother, Geri’s  cooking, the recipes etched in memory’s stone, rituals not shared with a family of men.   The scent of garlic…

  • What a Deaf Republic Chose to Hear

    What a Deaf Republic Chose to Hear

    A deaf republic can’t afford to sit on its hands, killing its sign language in willful silence,   letting memory erase the fear and the truth.   The disease existed. The shrouds too.   Concrete does not pave over the blood.   A stroll in the park does not tamp the pain.   The Punch…

  • What a Deaf Republic Chose Not to Hear

    What a Deaf Republic Chose Not to Hear

    They are shoved into the silence, the one that speeds down the road, bumps and rattles disguising muffled horrors: handkerchiefs in mouths, gloved palms over squeezed lips tight as a kiss. These are the ones soldiers are told to ignore, to turn their backs on- civilians, friends, family- just listen to the chain of command,…

  • Max von Sydow Made Me Believe

    Max von Sydow Made Me Believe

    When he cried on the cross he made me believe in Jesus.   When he blessed a devil child he made me believe in His Word.   When he mated death he made me believe in the light.   When he ate a wild strawberry he made me know love.   When he held his…

  • The Wolf’s Interrogation

    The Wolf’s Interrogation

    The wolf watches and asks me questions: can I watch you eat, watch myself absorb into you, play with the cancer.   She questions everything: even if I want to live, die now or die later, although that is unanswerable or unquestionable.   That is the statement life wants, love needs in its haste to…

  • Chihuahua of the Manor

    Chihuahua of the Manor

    Aye, chihuahua, canis familiaris, land piranha nipping at Aztec heels.   Aye chihuahua!   Heart of a Techichi warrior becoming yipping snarling bitch, eyes pulsating, patellas luxating at the stench of homo erectus US-es post-alus carrier-alopulus approaching, adorned in sky colors crowned in ivory pith.   She is fed on belly rubs and Kirkland’s grain…

  • Onward- to the Rediscovered Realm

    Onward- to the Rediscovered Realm

    In a realm of two moons and three suns not afraid to be besieged by everlasting brightness, where everyone speaks from their heart spires and devils and scorpions cavort with sprites, magic coexisted with every day miracles. People would cross on invisible bridges as easily as Jesus walking on water, on their way to their…

  • Fold It Away, My Child

    Fold It Away, My Child

    Good mothers make their children fold and put away all clothes, even hers after death.   Bad mothers make sure they always wear them for the rest of their lives.

  • A Tour of My Happy Place

    A Tour of My Happy Place

    I am a lousy gardener that only offends the soil on top and below.   No Petunias or Marigolds bloom, only crab grass struggling with Tennessee moss, and a small patch of Kentucky Bluegrass the survivor of almost fifty years and two previous owners:   a general practitioner who layered the inner sod of the…

  • visiting Smithsonian museums with my sister

    visiting Smithsonian museums with my sister

    by the third floor the weight of history had become too much that you wanted to release it to the sky   by the fourth my sister still hadn’t enough of rolling in its ashes hearing the moans   by the fifth there was nothing to see but the blue cinder terror   so we…

  • The Mentor

    The Mentor

    He taught them where to carve the dead parts so the rest could live, to find its flow and tap its sap.   With every mistake the mentor took each student by the hand on a short walk to the middle of the forest   where it slopped into pools thick with inky water, where…

  • House H(a)unting

    House H(a)unting

    It’s hard to find an even house:   foundations settle at creation, doors will sag from slamming,   tiles will chip from drop pots, careless feet scuffing along, days when they sweat and cry,   bricks will crack, driveways too— settling into a haunting beauty,   everything tilts differently, microscopically altered from your last place.…

  • My Mother’s Sounds

    My Mother’s Sounds

    I am not your dying son, I thought, as my wife gave me the diagnosis, remembering my mom in her dying chair.   I will not pass into final memories watching the Pope in America. “Bless me, Papa”, will not be my last words.   I do not believe in my mother’s God though He…

  • One Million Prayers

    One Million Prayers

    I will spend my lifetime fulfilling the dreams of the dead, writing to the living of how their hopes were fulfilled, hoping their prayers will blossom a million miracles.

  • Haven of Our Sun and Moon

    Haven of Our Sun and Moon

    Wake dear, and rise, sleep not this day. Let our two dreams play to and fro with each.   Let’s dance in the sun shouting— one beam, the light’s high joy. You nor I will not cry today     as you gambol and swirl, as I dream, hope, now words, then love and vows…