He watched his grandma create this wonderful thing stitch by stitch, just for him, in her remaining free time.
He was mesmerized by the looping and pulling, the unraveling skeins melding into this beautiful blanket of many colors.
By November it had started showing flashes of his favorite hues: blue, green, yellow— black stitching separating into squares.
He imagined its strength and comfort over his body, snuggling tightly his feet— a perfect Christmas present with the hint of warm embrace and good dreams to come.
In the last week between November’s end and December’s start, his grandmother’s heart stopped knitting and her needles and yarns were solemnly, forever put away.
Weeks later, underneath the tree, there was a large box wrapped in eloquent and expensive paper and topped with a graceful red and green ribboned bow.
Holding his breath, he carefully unwrapped it. Inside was a blanket- a big box store bought one, with the scent of antiseptic that would take days to air out and unfold into something remotely homey.
His heart sank He couldn’t believe his parents paid money for such a hollow and smelling, three dimensional image of his best dreams; a mean, poor, lusterless imitation of life
After the presents were put away, the meal was eaten, dishes washed, he noticed a sprawling mess, in his favorite colors, hidden in the shadows.
The dog had treated it like a favorite sock. Its corners were chewed and torn, but its patterns and hues were unmistakable.
The blanket was unraveling at the end, the stitching was loose, not tight. He knew that his mother had tried to finish what his grandmother started but could not.
A beginners book on crocheting was the clue he needed to patch this mystery all together. He did not need the book to know what to do next.
He sat down on the old sofa, amidst all the throws his grandmother had knitted, and spread out the blanket on his lap, and finished her dream of him.
What a beautiful poem. I could picture the grandmother knitting and feel the disappointment the boy felt in the store bought blanket. I love how it ended. You certainly have a way with words!
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